I Don’t Know How To Feel…
I’m not sure how I’m feeling right now…
I was at the Cape Breton edition of the Nova Scotia Leadership Prayer Breakfast this morning. Always an enjoyable event, this year I was in the presence of Cindy Klassen, multiple Olympic medalist, and her sister Lisa who shared their journeys of recent years, including the circumstances surrounding Lisa’s near death experience in a car accident and their families faith through that time and since. Wonderful stories of faith in difficult times and how God is using them through it all.
As usual at larger Christian events in the area, I make my connections with pastors and friends from other churches, usually the more evangelical ones. I also introduce myself to people I haven’t met before.
This year a number of people (including those I thought to be complete strangers) told me they have been praying for me. Telling me I’m doing good work and to “keep going”.
As I left the building, it felt good knowing people know who I am and are praying for me. But now that I’m home, I’m a bit troubled by the other comments. The one’s like, “You’ve got it tough”, “keep going”, “don’t give up” and it makes me wonder what they are seeing or hearing, not just about me, but rather about the United Church in this area.
I suppose in a way I’ve brought some of this on myself with my public statements about the state of the church in general and of my own denomination. I know some of them have read them. (*hi!*)
To be honest, say what you will about me. I can live with it. Over the years, people have loved me, people have hated me. I’ve got thick skin and can deal with it. So that’s not the problem here.
I guess what I’m wondering is, what do they see as “tough”? What do they see I’m fighting against?
I’m probably going to be making calls next week to find out. I want to know more about how people see the church I am speaking about.
But let me get this straight first. I love the church I serve. I fully embrace and believe that God is alive and well in the world and he is calling me to particular activities within the church built by the Risen Christ. I’ve had my chances to explore other denominations over the years, but this is where I am called to serve.
I believe the United Church of Canada can once again be a prophetic voice in our nation. I want it to be a prophetic voice in our nation, proclaiming Jesus as Lord and bringing people back into relationship with God through the Son.
Do I believe we have everything in order to be able to do this?
No.
Will we ever be perfect?
Of course not. What organization on this earth is?
I love the people of the United Church of Canada. I have met hundreds upon hundreds of people who are good, wonderful, faithful people. These are the people I am here for. There are the people I want to share my life with. These are beautiful people who are hungry for the Spirit of the Risen Lord.
So what am I standing up against? I’m standing up against the bureaucracies we have built which have become idols for some and barriers for others, all blocking people from coming into relationship with our amazing God and the grace and love he offers so freely.
I’m standing up for the lost and I want to find ways in which we can bring them home. This is something we all need to strive for, no matter what denomination we are.
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Doctrine… shmoctrine
Over the last few months the United Church of Canada has spent some good amount of time on doctrine. Now, contrary to what the title of this post may imply, I do believe talking about doctrine (what we believe) to be an important thing.
But we’re doing it wrong.
The denomination has asked the local churches and presbyteries to consider whether or not we want to take 2 recognized and nationally accepted statements of faith, and our “New Creed” and make them official doctrine on par with our Articles of Faith which are the foundation upon which the United Church of Canada came into being in 1925. We are also voting on the three items separately as to whether they should be considered doctrine.
Now that we are nearing the end of the voting cycle, here are my reflections on the whole thing. I have spoken out against this action on a number of occasions, but feel I need to flesh this out some more. To put some more meat onto the bones of my argument. I realize this is late in the process and most of the church that is going to vote probably already has. But it’s my blog and I’ll say what I want, when I want! (sarcasm implied)
The current and only role the Articles of Faith seem to play in our current church is when we ask our potential ministry personnel if they are in “essential agreement” with the content of this document. This means that we can’t dictate what our future leaders and preachers believe, but we ask if they are able to live with the basic understandings upon which the church was built. It seems as though we are now having problems finding some people who are willing to step up in leadership who are able to “live with” these statements as we now have clergy in our church who do not believe in Jesus Christ, or even God. I’ve also heard through the grapevine that some of our theological schools are offering assistance to students who are having an ethical crisis by coaching them through the essential agreement question so that they don’t feel like they are lying.
Our church doesn’t know what it believes any more.
So we think that if we add some more words it will help.
We’re doing it wrong.
Our denomination, according to who you talk to, is on the brink of a huge crisis of existence, or is already there. Our local congregations are struggling and crying out for help and direction, and we want to debate adding more words. Words that will have no impact on the ministry of the local congregations. We’re putting a band aid on a tumour.
The other question I have is why are we voting on all three separately? Is the 1940 Statement of Faith greater than the 2006 Song of Faith? Is the New Creed better? If we vote to include one, shouldn’t they all be included? What are we saying to the generation that drafted the document?
“Thanks, but we like this one better, you must have been wrong.”
The United Church is facing a crisis of its own existence. Things must improve in the near future or we collapse in upon our own structures and something might emerge from the ashes. Although, I must admit, that in the Easter season, maybe resurrection is not a bad thing!
The church needs to strengthen its local congregations, for whatever comes in the near and far future. It means helping them define their identity in Jesus Christ because he is the one who built the church. He is the reason for its existence. He is our hope, our guide, our Saviour.
We must stand up for what we believe and say it loudly and passionately.
Adding more words won’t help.
God bless us all, and God bless the United Church of Canada.
Where To Begin?
Earlier this week I had a phone call from a congregation not too far down the road. The woman on the phone told me they have created a new committee in their church with a focus on exploring faith and spirituality with a particular focus on worship. Their minister told them the congregation should hear from me and she asked me if I might speak at their anniversary service in about a month.
While flattered with the recommendation and the request to speak, initially I’m not sure what to say. There’s a million thoughts running through my mind, and none at the same time.
This is a congregation that I really know nothing about, other than knowing the minister and the musicians who were just hired there. So, in a way, what authority do I have to go in there and speak on some sort of authority as to what is right for their public worship and spiritual being of such a community?
I’ve said a lot on this site about how I think the church needs to act in the world. Almost all of it generalizations from what I read happening and my own personal experiences over the last 10 years or so. I really enjoy sharing my thoughts and exploring various themes surrounding church leadership and faith explorations here. I’m also glad to have the conversations these posts have allowed me to engage in.
So… if you were exploring expressions of faith in worship; if you were examining the spiritual life of your church; what would you want to hear? How might you like to be challenged.
Feel The Passion: Love
“Feel the Passion: Love”
John 20:1-18
This is the day… do you feel it?
What are you thinking this morning? What emotions are you experiencing? How does your body feel? Any different at all?
Have you ever won a big game, a contest, or some prize? There are many emotions running through you all the time. There’s elation and joy, maybe some relief that it’s finally over. There’s a burst of energy as adrenaline runs through you. You smile, you laugh, you cry. There may even be some awe as you realize just what has happened.
Today, my friends… today is the celebration of the greatest victory ever known.
God… won!
God went to battle with the greatest enemy, the greatest villain ever known… and he won!
And what a victory it is! Talk about your comebacks! Jesus beaten, battered, KILLED! Buried and sealed in a tomb… and he came back! When we thought it was all over… he came back.
We don’t like Good Friday. It’s too sad. It’s too painful to hear over and over again what happened to Jesus in his final hours. It breaks our hearts to think of this happening.
But it must. read more…
Good Friday
Today is the day.
Jesus Christ is accused, abused, and hung on a tree.
My friends Deb submitted this video to Cruxifusion.
Watch it. Feel it.